If you can dream it, you can do it.
Whatever you become depends on what you pursue.
19th November.The weather is sizzling and I woke up okay without the tantrums. I was quick to realize that I am suppose to attend an interview in Medical Center Taguig, a hospital being built a few blocks from my house. The thought of being in another job interview still don’t give me the chills just like it did when I got interviewed on my first job. I don’t know why. I’m supposed to tremble and feel nervous but it’s just not that. Probably because I am way too sleepy in the morning? Uhh, it’s just weird.
So the interview went on. The interviewer then started asking and in the middle of nowhere, he asked which area would I like to be assigned to and why.
And my head’s just blank.
I know I wanted to be an OR nurse. I am longing to become the queen of the theater. I mean, honestly, I don’t know if I would really fit in and if I’m going to love it forever but those few months of training in the operating room is the best that I’ve had in my entire nursing school life I would say. But this time, it’s going to be real. No more grades and didactics. Just me and the job which would be my bread and butter.
So I got confused and it seems that I am unsure about my answer on being an OR nurse. I know I should’ve prepared for it but I never expected that this question will put me on the spot.
The interview ended. I am a bit disappointed about myself for what happened. Right now, I am blaming the lack of nervousness I’ve had. I am that kind of person who flourish when I’m trembling.
I sat down on my bed staring blankly. I wish my answer didn’t really matter to the interviewer (of course it does matter, stupid). I then found myself grabbing a piece of pen and paper with the thoughts of writing down why I wanted to become an OR nurse so bad.
I suddenly thought of that serene OR environment, organized and well-kept, those handsome surgeons (lol kidding, but I meant that)… I then realized why I love being the theater. I know I love feeling the spirit of teamwork and in the OR, it is very prominent. Doctors, nurses, anesthesiologists and the rest of the healthcare team work hand in hand during an operation. I also come to think that if the doctors are the “King” of the theater, nurses are the “Queen.” People might think that nurses would only be concerned of the patient in the OR table and nothing else but the truth is. she also takes care of the surgeons and the rest of the OR team making sure that everyone is comfortable and equipped with whatever they need to perform a successful operation. Just like in a game of chess, the queen protects the king.
Moreover, I enjoy learning hands on. Being in the theater makes you one step closer to learning and actually seeing what you have only read and learned in most nursing and anatomy books. I can say that my OR experience is one of the most promising experience I’ve had in my entire nursing life. Of course, the eight hours of work standing beside the table is really exhausting but being part of a successful operation is just priceless. It’s like welcoming a new life out of the world.
So there it is, the next time he’d ask (and I hope I’ll get a better chance), I know I’ll never be lost. Ever. Again.